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N-level results are back! 18dec
Friday, December 18, 2009


well.. im prepared before getting the result
not scared not afraid
but terrified

i admit i became weak after im back with you
i used to be strong, even now ~ but mostly a mask
hence i became terrified

things just arent going my way
friends all going up to sec5 except me
bad day, making Bi day hard too with my attitude
within family, cousins.. i think im the only one going into ITE

when i get my result, i was prepared
i was sure of it
till i saw *remarks: Repeat*
english language - B3 hmm..
combined humanities - B4 ohh..i Pass! social studies -.-
mathematics - A2 wahhhh Distiction!
science (phy/chem) - B3 ahh.. chem?
principles of accounts - UNGRADED wth not surprised
chinese - UNGRADED Expected!
chinese (oral/aural) - UNGRADED i cant talk chinese ahahahs!
the world just came thumbing down on me
i cant feel my legs anymore nor my surroundings
noise of cheers and chatting became numbing buzz

im.. left.. behind..
at least i still have you

mummy came to school from work
to pay sch fee, if not cant take actual result slip
she said 'you failed, yet you are soo happy? what are you going to do about it?'
i wore a mask infront of her, im obviously going ite
not gonna waste and rot in repeating sec4

went to Vivo to find Bi
the trip seems soo long
it gave me time to think
im not ready
im soo confuse
where am i going to from now on

yh, ck, sm were there with him
cute lor 4 kids and 1 baby in uniforms wandering vivo
i was about to burst into tears but his friends where there but still
my mask just fade away infront of him
i knew he saw how hurt i was
gave Bi a really really hard time,
but he never gave up on me =x sowwie Bi. I Love You alot.

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