well.. im prepared before getting the result not scared not afraid but terrified i admit i became weak after im back with you i used to be strong, even now ~ but mostly a mask hence i became terrified things just arent going my way friends all going up to sec5 except me bad day, making Bi day hard too with my attitude within family, cousins.. i think im the only one going into ITE when i get my result, i was prepared i was sure of it till i saw *remarks: Repeat* english language - B3 hmm.. combined humanities - B4 ohh..i Pass! social studies -.- mathematics - A2 wahhhh Distiction! science (phy/chem) - B3 ahh.. chem? principles of accounts - UNGRADED wth not surprised chinese - UNGRADED Expected! chinese (oral/aural) - UNGRADED i cant talk chinese ahahahs! the world just came thumbing down on me i cant feel my legs anymore nor my surroundings noise of cheers and chatting became numbing buzz im.. left.. behind.. at least i still have you mummy came to school from work to pay sch fee, if not cant take actual result slip she said 'you failed, yet you are soo happy? what are you going to do about it?' i wore a mask infront of her, im obviously going ite not gonna waste and rot in repeating sec4 went to Vivo to find Bi the trip seems soo long it gave me time to think im not ready im soo confuse where am i going to from now on yh, ck, sm were there with him cute lor 4 kids and 1 baby in uniforms wandering vivo i was about to burst into tears but his friends where there but still my mask just fade away infront of him i knew he saw how hurt i was gave Bi a really really hard time, but he never gave up on me =x sowwie Bi. I Love You alot.
i admit im untidy, hate to clean up, hate to do housework but ever since i could remember when i was young there is always a maid my duty: terminate, destroy and mess why am always the one to be blame for even stuff unrelated to ME i think this is worst than a cinderella story
would someone be banish and sentence to death or away just because a mistake is dona again and again i admit im STUPID! enough to not know how to toilet trained Teddy i hate myself for not even to accomplish that yet wanting to grow up related with animals feeling there isnt hope in my future anymore. NO WAY im going for marketing, accountant, those stuff .. its just NOT me i try and try but throwing everything in my face and want perfect? ITS NOT POSSIBLE it seems like everyday you guys will aways say 'SELL THE DOG!' and never fails to criticize me why are you guys so selfish? senseless? please Wake Up and notice i cant handle much more of this crap! please..
well.. im prepared before getting the result not scared not afraid but terrified i admit i became weak after im back with you i used to be strong, even now ~ but mostly a mask hence i became terrified things just arent going my way friends all going up to sec5 except me bad day, making Bi day hard too with my attitude within family, cousins.. i think im the only one going into ITE when i get my result, i was prepared i was sure of it till i saw *remarks: Repeat* english language - B3 hmm.. combined humanities - B4 ohh..i Pass! social studies -.- mathematics - A2 wahhhh Distiction! science (phy/chem) - B3 ahh.. chem? principles of accounts - UNGRADED wth not surprised chinese - UNGRADED Expected! chinese (oral/aural) - UNGRADED i cant talk chinese ahahahs! the world just came thumbing down on me i cant feel my legs anymore nor my surroundings noise of cheers and chatting became numbing buzz im.. left.. behind.. at least i still have you mummy came to school from work to pay sch fee, if not cant take actual result slip she said 'you failed, yet you are soo happy? what are you going to do about it?' i wore a mask infront of her, im obviously going ite not gonna waste and rot in repeating sec4 went to Vivo to find Bi the trip seems soo long it gave me time to think im not ready im soo confuse where am i going to from now on yh, ck, sm were there with him cute lor 4 kids and 1 baby in uniforms wandering vivo i was about to burst into tears but his friends where there but still my mask just fade away infront of him i knew he saw how hurt i was gave Bi a really really hard time, but he never gave up on me =x sowwie Bi. I Love You alot.
i admit im untidy, hate to clean up, hate to do housework but ever since i could remember when i was young there is always a maid my duty: terminate, destroy and mess why am always the one to be blame for even stuff unrelated to ME i think this is worst than a cinderella story
would someone be banish and sentence to death or away just because a mistake is dona again and again i admit im STUPID! enough to not know how to toilet trained Teddy i hate myself for not even to accomplish that yet wanting to grow up related with animals feeling there isnt hope in my future anymore. NO WAY im going for marketing, accountant, those stuff .. its just NOT me i try and try but throwing everything in my face and want perfect? ITS NOT POSSIBLE it seems like everyday you guys will aways say 'SELL THE DOG!' and never fails to criticize me why are you guys so selfish? senseless? please Wake Up and notice i cant handle much more of this crap! please..
Simin aka Saphira Tham Min En
Attachedღ to two guys, my Teddy and HIM
Class: IPB
16 going 17
23 July 1993 is remembered westview/greenridge primary school, zhenghua secondary school Bishan ITE Colledge
[Msn] saphirahurts@live.com
Desireღ hair straightener, curler purple/pink hair dryer mac white laptop Juicy Couture slipper, big bag, small bag, laptop case, track suit, shorts, bangle 10, 20, 50 bangles 5, 10, 20 O.P.I nail polish cosmectic mac liquid liner, 1 5 10 lipstick, lipgloss, fundation, 1 5 10 eye shadow, mascara Yearning Biღ spent more time with ME.! watch over cloudy sentosa beach till night falls gaze at starry night every holiday time spent with me travel oversea off work at least once a week Places to go in Singaporeღ Integrated Resort(IR) Casino Singapore flyer Zoo Bird Park Bottle Tree Park Aimღ puppy Teddy my own bed room ITE online pet shop B'ling laptop, handphone, NDS dream bed room aircon holiday ideal job graduate ITE 1st year graduate ITE 2nd year BFF another companion for Teddy Overseaღ Hong Kong Sarawak Kuching Disney Land Thailand Bangkok Australia Paris United Sates Fantasyღ Teddy turns into a human boy age to stop at 18, eternal life to be flawless, perfect there is such things as goddess, vampire, lycan Bi will be there whenever i open my eyes About this siteღ
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